With less than two months until Nicole "Snooki" Polizzi baby boy is due to arrive, the first-time mom is feeling the pressure - even enduring pregnancy-prompted stress nightmares.
"I had a dream that [my son] came out and he was a gorgeous little baby, then he turned 2, and he turned into a Chucky doll and he was trying to kill me," the 24-year-old reality star told Bill Bush and Kit Hoover on Wednesday's Access Hollywood Live. "I was like, throwing him off the bed and he was like, 'Mommy, why did you throw me off the bed [and] try to kill me?' I don't know why I dreamt that!"
Whether it's due to hormones or just plain mom-to-be jitters, Snooki said she's nervous about the arrival of her baby - who's she'd dubbed Lorenzo, but has a plan in place to control her labor pain as much as possible.
"I'm very scared. I don't think you're ever ready, honestly, to give birth or be a parent," she said, adding, "I want an epidural. I cannot do that natural!"
The pint-sized reality mama-to-be also said she wants Lorenzo's birth captured on video, but (thankfully) not for reality cameras.
"I think I want it to be filmed - maybe I think I'll have Jenni film it," she said, referencing best friend and "Snooki & JWoww" co-star Jenni "JWoww" Farley.
One person who won't be witnessing the downstairs end of Snooki's delivery? Her fiance, Jionni LaValle.
"I don't think Jionni wants to look, because then he'll never touch me again," she said with a laugh. "He'll be like, holding my hand, but I don't think he'll look at all."
"Snooki & JWoww" airs Thursdays at 10 PM on MTV.
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