Lucie's TV Reviews

This is on you'r waking during an operation show. This happend to me during a spinal fussion, Thow i had alway's rememberd, a female voice saying ,"is she awake." . It was 11 years later when the whole memberies came back.It was tramatic and i thought i was having a nervous breakdown when waking memeries came back. The pain was off any chart,pure horror. I was awake enough to blame it on my self, thinking i could of held this operation off, for a while. Even thou my spine was degenerating above and below the original fusion, which i had at the age of 13. No one wants to believe this, thou i know that everyone in that operation room knew.I don't know if it was 3 min., or 30 min.. It seemed like forever. my mind was screaming. i could not see or move. But i could feel that god awful pain.I think if i had remembered it sooner i would of had a break down, And i know why after my operation i became obsessed on the holocaust. It was my minds way of keeping me from reliving the waking, so awful it was to finnally remember. If this could happen during a very serous operation. I know it happens much more then what is known.I also rememberd afterwards in recovery. I was freaking out. the doctor blamed me. saying ,"even children dont act like this." When he knew i woke up. Later i repeated what the female voice said, and by his reaction , he knew. If you read this thank you and do more on this please.